Wednesday, April 5, 2017
Sunday, March 12, 2017
Prabir (just now, looking at our marriage pic) - Mumma, woh jo tumhari shaadi ki photo hai uss mein aisi mumma kyon hai? (In that marriage photograph, why does mumma look like this?)
Me- kaisi thi mumma tab? (How was mumma then?)
Prabir - round round
Me- ab? (Now?)
Betu - Oval
I always knew motherhood reshapes you and your life completely. Hence proved!!
Wednesday, February 8, 2017
Wednesday, January 4, 2017
Prabir on a pretend-play call with his imaginary friend DD. The monologue went something like this:
"Yes, DD. Tum aa rahe ho mere ghar? Tumhe raasta pata hai? Nahi...? Main bataata huin raasta. Yahaan se Wahaan!"
(Transalated - "Yes, DD. Are you coming home? Do you know the way? No..? I will tell you the way. From here to there!")
That friend will never reach our home, it seems! 😂😂😂😂😂
Monday, December 26, 2016
Our househelp took a break from mopping the floor to have a cup of tea. While she stood with her cup near the kitchen door, Prabir rushed to his room. He emerged with a little stool and kept it near her, asking her to sit.
Sitting at the dining table, sipping my coffee and simply taking in what just happened, I smiled as my eyes welled up. There's something somewhere I did do right as his mother.
Friday, October 21, 2016
Toddlers are fun and full of surprises. As Prabir is growing up, he's picking new words.
We just returned from dinner.
A conversation that ensued just now verbatim.
Me- So, did you like the dinner?
Prabir - Yesss
Me- Is your tummy full?
Me- What did you like the best?
Me- I'm asking what did you like the best in dinner?
Me- Red red? What's that?
P- Mummmaaaaaa zedzed......meethha!!!
Me- zedzed... You mean dessert!!!
Now, that's some English, my boy!
Saturday, September 10, 2016
Yes, you have a tiny one to cuddle and play silly with all day, but motherhood is beyond that. While you bask in the endless baby talks and the sweet baby scent, you realize gradually that you are the sole one responsible for the well being of this little one too. And just when you 'think' you have it all figured and sorted out, the challenges change.
And the worst part is that there is no rule book to follow, no sage advice to guide you, and no precedence to look up to for a solution.
Is motherhood easy? Well, just yesterday morning, I was crying bucketful of tears and only wanted to go somewhere far far away. Somewhere where there'd be no one to calling out 'Mumma' every fraction of a second.
So, yes, motherhood is challenging! A few ways I cope, rather try to!
P.S: I'm almost always near the brim just about to sink in and yet managing to stay afloat!
- Breathe! Yes. B........r........e.........a........t.........h..........e..............
- Celebrate little moments. Your baby burped quickly? Dance a bit. Self fed without much mess? Do a little gig. Pooped in the potty seat? Now that calls for a big celebration!!! Rejoice. Celebrate. Smile. Laugh.
The other night I was literally dancing after putting Prabir to bed at 8.30 pm, while my husband stared in amusement. Trust me, only a mother can rejoice and celebrate things like these!
- Nurture a hobby or that long forgotten passion. For me, it's reading and writing. Not that you'll find the time to do it seriously enough, but a few moments away (mentally) do work.
- Focus, prioritize and leave what's not humanly possible. Period. Let people think. Let people judge. You are doing your best and you need not prove it all the time. The laundry can wait and so can the endless cupboards that need dusting.
- Delegate work. Hire help wherever possible. Gives you a little more time from the same 24 hours.
- Look for support. Seek help. Online or offline...doesn't matter. Meet old friends and make new ones. Though I can't brag to have an awesome social life, so to say, I do have an extremely strong network of mothers who are my soul sisters now. Not a day can pass without their love and support!
- Put on the music. It helps. It distracts. It changes the mood. And doesn't obstruct your work either.
- Be easy on yourself. Yes, you are a mommy. Not a superwoman. That's another thing that your little one(s) see a cape and a halo around you!
- Shut your eyes for a few moments every few hours. Even 30 seconds help.
- Most importantly, love yourself. Get up. Take a shower. Get dressed, even if that just means putting on a pair of washed Pj's and tee. Brush your hair. Put on some moisturizer or even some kohl or kajal. And give that beautiful woman in the mirror a good admiring look every day.
Love them with all your being, but don't lose yourself in the process :)